(2026)

tet is coming. and i love my girlfriend more than ever.
and i'm glad that i'm making progress, after those pesky 4 years that i've got through. it felt, it truly felt like hell. my enemies are getting tamer. that's fine i have put it as my lowest priority since i've had my girlfriend, the co-highest one along with my educations and career (they go hand-in-hand).
and uh i realised the reason i'm bad, because i don't really have time for anything and so i'm just uncultured... or maybe i was just too ignorant or smth or i only focused on beating phantom forces which i ended up quitting ever since the devs were exposed as pedophiles. man i really hope they didn't do that, i could've enjoyed it much longer fucking diddybluds.
anyways i feel liek this year is going to be difficult, but i have my girlfriend. which is great, we can do this tgt. what a sweetheart she is. love her so much.
i hope i can make friends and retain them w/o accidentally abandoning. wishing that they are as busy as me........... but different people have different goals and i can't do shit.
man.. i love my girlfriend.